AUDREY AULD: THE TREASURE OF SONGWRITING
By Paul Freeman [July 2012 Interview] Audrey Auld didn’t begin writing songs until she hit her late twenties. But that form of self-expression quickly became indispensable to her. The singer-songwriter has released numerous albums on her own Reckless Records label. She has recorded with such outstanding artists as Kieran Kane, Fred Eaglesmith, Mary Gauthier, Dale Watson, Kasey Chambers, and Carrie Rodriguez. She's had songs recorded by various artists, as well as placed on the FX TV shows "Justified" and "The Good Guys." Auld was born in Tasmania in 1964. Her father and stepfather were gifted amateur musicians. She heard classical music and traditional jazz around the house. She learned to play violin. In her late teens, while in art school, a teacher handed Auld a cassette with the recordings of John Prine, Jimmie Dale Gilmore, Bob Wills, Dwight Yoakum and Patsy Cline. Auld had been writing prose since early childhood. A friend convinced her to try to play country fiddle and that led to experimenting with songwriting. She moved to Sydney, Australia, where a 24-hour country radio station was starting up. Auld hooked up with Bill Chambers, musician and father of Australian country music star Kacey Chambers. In 2003, Auld married an American, Mez Mezera, and relocated to California. They lived in Bolinas, then Stinson Beach. While she was living in the Bay Area, her friend, singer-songwriter Fred Eaglesmith, turned her on to the book “Transforming The Mind,” by the Dalai Lama. That led to her contributing her musical skills to Bread and Roses. She has performed in drug rehab centers, shelters and prisons. Now based in Nashville, Auld has played San Quentin. In fact, her reason for setting up her latest California tour was so she could return there. She conducts songwriting workshops with the inmates. Her honest music has earned her an ever-growing legion of fans. If you haven’t yet discovered her work, begin with her latest release, “Resurrection Moon.” The 20-song collection features highlights from previous albums, including such elegantly crafted gems as “Losing Faith,” “Bolinas,” “Everything Be Alright” and the title track. As both a writer and performer, Auld continues to grow. POP CULTURE CLASSICS: AUDREY AULD: PCC: AUDREY AULD: So I’ve got these really nice, recycled, unbleached cardboard covers and I’m rubber-stamping the cover art. It’s just very handmade. I’m sad at what music’s become. A friend of mine, calls it an accessory. And it still costs the same amount to make it. It’s not any cheaper to produce it. But people don’t want to buy it. Now, with Spotify, they just tap, tap tap on the keyboard and there it is. They don’t have to do anything at all. I’m an independent artist. How can you carry on, viably, as an independent artist in business? PCC: AUDREY AULD: PCC: AUDREY AULD: I first heard ‘Stand By Your Man,’ when I was 10. My mother and father had broken up. And Mum started going out with all these party girls and sometimes we’d go, if there was a party at someone’s house and there were all these women, standing around, singing ‘Stand By Your Man.’ I thought that was really weird. [Laughs] When I was in art school, probably in my late teens, one of my art teachers gave me a cassette - John Prine and Jimmie Dale Gilmore and Bob Wills, Dwight Yoakum, Patsy Cline, a real mixture, swing and Texan and good songwriting. It’s funny, because I’d grown up playing instrumental music, classical music. And I’d always been a writer, as a child. I’d always written and read. Prose and all sorts of stuff. But it wasn’t until later, when this girl was trying to get me to play country fiddle - and I’d never done anything like that before, and she was doing her own songs - that I realized these two things could come together. And it was the very traditional country. Gram Parsons and Emmylou, that was also among the early things I heard. I started reading the history of where it all came from and who started all of this. This was all old music. The kids in high school would all rave about Neil Young and I didn’t get it. I didn’t relate to what all my peers at school were listening to. I didn’t hear it. I didn’t get it. So when I heard country music, I just went back to, ‘Well, where does this music come from?’ And that’s what I loved. I loved the pathos. I loved the humor, the storytelling, the honesty. All of that appeals to me. What I realized about Loretta Lynn and Hank Williams and Jimmie Rodgers, they weren’t exposed to a whole lot of artists, like we are today. They could just be who they were. They were probably influenced by people in their immediate vicinity, a very regional influence. And that’s what we’ve lost, in this international world. There is nothing really regional anymore that’s current, because it’s all sort of homogenized. This guy that I’ve just been recording with, John Willis, he’s a Nashville session guy, like he plays on Toby Keith and Kenny Chesney and Tim McGraw and Faith Hill records, and he’s got his own studio. He said, ‘People come in and they sing like Taylor Swift or they sing like Adele or they sing like the auto-tune fix. They do that in their singing. So, what appealed to me in those early country artists is that they’re original. It’s an original motivation and it’s an original inspiration. Loretta Lynn was writing about her life. And Hank Williams was writing about his life. And we feel that. That’s what we respond to in music, is the truth. PCC: AUDREY AULD: So it wasn’t until I moved to Sydney. And I didn’t know anybody that liked country. I liked punk. During my teens, punk music was blossoming. It was wonderful to be exposed to that music, when you’re a pissed-off teenager. So when I moved to Sydney in my early twenties, I kind of listened to country music all on my own, whatever I found or read about. I didn’t know anybody that liked it. None of my friends did. And then, as I traveled around the outback, I started listening to people’s vinyl records and hearing some Australian stuff and just starting to hear more and more stuff. I like to have that academic approach to the history of the genre. So I would read about stuff and then try to find and listen to whoever it was, whether it was Grandpa Jones or Lonzo & Oscar. And then, what happened in Sydney is that this 24-hour country radio station started. And it was like, ‘Wow! This is radical... for Australia.’ And so there were a few artists that did really well out of that. And that helped the scene blossom. But I didn’t really start writing until my mid-to-late twenties, I guess. I was born in ‘64 and it was probably about 1995 that I first got up on stage and sang my songs. PCC: AUDREY AULD: I learned to sing, because I write songs and I wanted to deliver my songs. I did start to record my demos. And recording is unforgiving. You listen back and that’s it, that’s the best that you’re at right then and there, so you learn a lot about your voice and your style. And then you spend years and years on stage. The catalyst for me, on stage, and musically, was meeting Bill Chambers, who’s Kasey Chambers’ [Australian country music star] father. So he had been working with his family band. The kids, Nash and Kacey, were going in a rock direction. His heart was in traditional country music. And I’d been looking for a producer. And, in Australia, they’re all about just trying to be Nashville, so it was all about trying to be upbeat and positive. And I liked traditional country, which is kind of sad. So nobody was really relating to where I was coming from in Australia, until I met Bill and he kind of got it. In ‘97, we put out an EP. And then we did a duet album the next year. And we ended up living together as a couple for about five years and playing together a lot. He’s very seasoned in every facet of the business - fans, labels, media, music, performance. I learned so much from him. And also to be in such close proximity to his daughter’s ascension to stardom is a very unique position to be in, as another artist. And a lot of people think, ‘Oh, that’s the latest thing, I’ll do that. I’ll sound like that.’ And it really helped me to understand that, as an artist, you’ve got to find your own path and your own voice and really appreciate that and not get all screwed up, because you’re not getting what somebody else is getting. You know? PCC: AUDREY AULD: And that’s when I reconnected with a man that I’d met, an American guy, a sailor that I’d met when I was 18 in Tasmania. We had kept intermittent contact over the 20-odd years. And we met up again and fell in love. And I married him later that same year. That was in 2003. And I moved that same year to California. That’s what brought me to America - I fell in love with him. PCC: AUDREY AULD: PCC: AUDREY AULD: PCC: AUDREY AULD: PCC: AUDREY AULD: Bolinas was mind-blowing, really. I lived by the sea, on the Central coast of New South Wales, out of Sydney, a beachside town. But Bolinas is just so kooky. So I got a song called ‘Bolinas’ and I put out an album called ‘Lost Men and Angry Girls,’ which is a line from that song. And I discovered the aggression of California women. They’re very assertive. A lot of drug use. But a lot of tight-knit community and helping your neighbor. Stinson Beach is a beautiful place. There’s a lot of love there. And I went up to Santa Rosa and Sebastopol and Santa Cruz and there’s a lot of great radio stations and promoters and music fans. I was really embraced into that scene, in a way that I never felt in Australia. I never felt part of any kind of scene in Australia. I was not like an Australian country artist. I wasn’t what they call folk. Bill and I sort of started a roots music scene, in a way, in Australia, but the industry took quite a few years to recognize that as a market. So coming to California was great. It was like, ‘Whoa! I’ve got to start my career over.’ This country’s so big and the seasons, when the festivals are, all of that you’ve got to kind of relearn. PCC: AUDREY AULD: I guess Buddhism kind of resonated with me, because it’s very much about your own experience. And it’s about finding truth. So I think what drew me to Bread and Roses is somewhere along that path of understanding. Understanding that community service is really important. It’s really important to focus on other people. The Dalai Lama says that depression comes from too much self-reflection. It’s funny, because I had gone to their website and it said, ‘We would like performers who can present an upbeat set of music.’ And I thought, ‘Well, that’s not me.’ [Laughs] My songs, they’re not all down. I think I was being a bit harsh on myself. But eventually I met someone who worked for the organization and he had accompanied me on guitar and he said, ‘Oh, yeah, absolutely, you’d be great.’ Because I do actually like to have a good time when I’m playing. I think it’s good to just have a laugh and make people laugh. I think it’s good to feel things with music. And there are a lot of people who are in institutions, who, as I discovered while doing shows for Bread and Roses, they’re just having a really crappy day. And you just come in and you reach out to the room with some new energy and some laughter and feeling a connection with people through music. It’s healing. And it’s uniting. This trip I’m doing to California, is because I wanted to get back into San Quentin. It’s hard to get into the prison. The warden changes. the admin changes. It’s like you’ve got to start back again and prove that you’ve got something to offer. Last time I went in, under this current administration, they loved what I did. And I’ve got to get back in quick, because they’re receptive. So I basically just set up the tour so that I can cover my expenses to get back to San Quentin. [Laughs] PCC: AUDREY AULD: I don’t know what led me to it. I think it’s just that little bit of wanting to go outside of your comfort zone and do something that’s a little scary. It’s good for you to do that stuff. Especially as an artist. So I ended up writing a song called, ‘Bread and Roses,’ which came from my anticipating what prison would be like. One of the rules was that you can’t give anything to the inmates. I hadn’t really thought of giving them anything, until they said that rule. So I did think a lot about, what would I give an inmate, if I could take something in. That’s where that song comes from. So we’ve gotten a few songs out of these sessions. I’ve done about seven now, I think. I started in 2006. PCC: AUDREY AULD: So I go in with an exercise and I try to squeeze blood out of stones. Some of them are quite poetic and verbose. And some of them, you can tell that it’s hard work. Last time I went in, I said, ‘Your truth will set us free.’ You’re all living in a very unique situation that we can all learn something from, if you can find a way to express this experience. This is a unique experience. Let’s really get something out of this.’ But it’s not necessarily just going to come flowing out in the few hours that I have with them. PCC: AUDREY AULD: And it was so good for me to say, ‘There are people on the outside who think of you and who know that you’re here,’ just to acknowledge that. PCC: AUDREY AULD: And I come to Nashville and it’s very much about crafting things, where they get together and they make stuff up. Some people are very,very good at that. They make shitloads of money out of it. But I’m like, Oh, God, I love that process where you get lost and a song comes through and then you look later and you think, ‘Wow!’ And I get to put my name on that. But it’s from somewhere else. You’re just lost in the moment. PCC: AUDREY AULD: So I think I’ve changed, in that, I’m less judgmental, in the process. I like to write as it’s coming out. And I can tweak and clean it up later. But I try to really capture that inspiration. I decided a long, long time ago that I wasn’t going to get stuck in genre. I do write a lot of different styles of songs. I don’t get to record them all. But my albums are pretty diverse, because I like to just write what’s coming. There’s all kinds of moods and there’s all kinds of colors and music can reflect that. PCC: AUDREY AULD: PCC: AUDREY AULD: I played a song to a publisher, that people loved, and they sing at weddings. And I played it for these guys and I could see them having an emotional response to the song. And then their minds kicked in. And they went, ‘Oh, no, you can’t use the word ‘universe.’’ [Laughs]. I was like, ‘Oh, my God! Nobody told The Beatles!’ PCC: AUDREY AULD: PCC: AUDREY AULD: But now that you’re based in East Nashville, are you enjoying that atmosphere? I’m growing to. I’ve been touring a lot, so there’s a lot of time I don’t get to spend here. I’ve been here five years. I love that there are musicians everywhere. I just met a guy, he was out walking this morning. And I asked if he’d seen this stray dog that’s been hanging around. And it turns out that he’s from Tasmania. I knew his cousin, when she was a little girl. It was like, ‘Oh, my God.’ You just meet people all the time. I love that. But I’ve also learned that there’s a lot of relationships here... it’s nice to meet people here who are not musicians, because, then it becomes a more genuine friendship. It’s not based on, ‘What can you do for me?’ or ‘Who do you know?’ Or ‘Do I see you as a potential income stream?’ So what is the basis of this relationship? Is it a genuine attraction or is it a business relationship couched in friendship? PCC: AUDREY AULD: PCC: AUDREY AULD: PCC: AUDREY AULD: There’s a fear, especially, I think, with women, of not being nice. And Fred said to me at one point, ‘You need to be more like you are off stage, on stage.’ [Laughs] And it was really good advice. He’s just saying, ‘Be who you are.’ And that’s the constant search, for any artist, at least, is to be who you are. PCC: AUDREY AULD: I am very inspired by Fred and his path. And he’s had a lot of songs cut recently by contemporary country artists. Great songs, but they’re more than 10 years old. And it’s come because he gets out and he tours and he does what he does. And the music comes to people eventually, in a roundabout way. Not through a song plugger. It’s through somebody’s publisher who just digs Fred Eaglesmith and they go, ‘Hey, listen to this!’ I don’t have the advantage of a huge promotional budget. But, in the absence of that, I’ve got my songs. I have great faith in my songs. And that’s very empowering. I will always have my songs. And they carry me through, when I’ve got no money or got no interest. PCC: AUDREY AULD: PCC: AUDREY AULD: PCC: AUDREY AULD: A goal of mine, don’t sweat the details, I’d like to just play in theatres that hold a thousand people, just play with a trio. I’d be very happy with that. I don’t want to play in a stadium. I’m not a big artist. I’m an artist that likes to connect with an audience. I like to talk. I like to tell a few stories. For more on this artist, visit audreyauld.com |